I feel bad for Orla

"For one moment she had actually believed she was good at something."
That is the last sentence I just wrote.

That made me realize at what point of her life she actually is.
- She feels she fails miserably as a mother.
- She was forced to give up her beloved children and in one month they will be gone and she has no idea when she will see them again.
- She has no idea if or when she will be able to finish her education.
- She has lost everything she owned on Earth when the spaceship exploded. Regarding physical stuff that is connected to memories of her life in the past 7 years there is nothing left.
- Her older daughter is harbouring a secret she fears to be very dark and although she tries she is unable to connect with her.
- She allowed Ruben to leave behind a man to die. Which he did for the sake of her daughter.
- Many people died and she did care about some of them.

And let us not forget:
Not even 24 hours ago her kids, her best friend and she almost died.

But hey, it's going good so far, I'm still on schedule which I did not expect and I have my cast list (procrastination!) almost done so it won't take up to much of my precious writing time.

Still I have work to do. Discrete Mathematics to be concrete.